im here.

just want you to know, that i still love you bloggie. so long.

dearest sis noisy niza (:

hayeee!

today i would like to write about this particular young lady, my favorite cousin, kak noisy.

muke sy mmg huduh. korang diam je eh.

 kalau nak cite pasal kak nosy ni, sampai raye pon x kan habis. but in short, she is, more or less just like me. (:

i literally know her since i was born, but i actually KNOW her since the past 2 months.
i've spent some quality time with her, at her house in seremban.

kak nosy is slightly different from all my 87 other cousins. she is 16 years older than me but still, we can HUHA together. hee.
tapi dalam mase kitorang menggila, kak nosy ni ade byk teach me about life, patience, and make me see the world in many different ways. she is gifted to be more precise.
within 2 monts, i've learned that life is not cruel after all. life surely have ups and downs but it depends entirely on the way we confront it.
live your own life. spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress. jangan hidup sebab orang lain. have faith in Allah THE ALMIGHTY.
she is a the best teacher i've ever had. she is a teacher who gives you something to take home to think about besides homework. something from the heart and mind, not books.

she is someone that can brings light to wherever she goes. she smiles and laugh a lotss - even during a hard time. that's the recipe towards a happy life. just carry on and smile..problems will go sooner or later. so why bother semakkan otak? smile baby.

 

there's a saying ;

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens,
but often we look so long at the closed door 
that we do not see the one that has been opened for us,,^_^"




kak noorzie also makes me see what most people dont seem to notice.
nature.
now i discovered another definition of soul vs nature.
"the spiritual, rational, and immortal part in man; that part of man which enables him to think, and which renders him a subject of moral government; -- sometimes, in distinction from the higher nature, or spirit, of man, the so-called animal soul, that is, the seat of life, the sensitive affections and fantasy, exclusive of the voluntary and rational powers; -- sometimes, in distinction from the mind, the moral and emotional part of man's nature, the seat of feeling, in distinction from intellect; -- sometimes, the intellect only; the understanding; the seat of knowledge, as distinguished from feeling. In a more general sense, "an animating, separable, surviving entity, the vehicle of individual personal existence."

have you ever realized that every human on earth are actually capable to connect with nature?
There is a way that nature speaks, that land speaks. Most of the time we are simply not patient enough, quiet enough, to pay attention to the story.

nature is closely related with patience.and patience is closely related to life. now i know all that we need to survive this terrible world is by kesabaran. this is the most precious lesson i learnt from kak nosy. but still, it's easier said than done. Patience can't be acquired overnight. It is just like building up a muscle.  Every day you need to work on it. learn by experiences. 

even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.  it is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.




more about kak nosy:


nasi goreng sodap gilo. kalau sehari x dapat otak boleh biol.
gelak ketawa gelak ketawa laugh out loud. tapi jgn lupe diri.
always appreciate what is given to us in life.
jangan lupe parents.
have faith in ALLAH.
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terima kasih banyak banyak banyak banyak kak nosy sbb ajar saye byk sgt tentang kehidupan. sekarang saye rase mcm dah besar je. hehe.
hope to see you soon!
honestly, rindu lah.

rindu.

oh bloggie, i miss you. (;