Monday, August 1, 2011

dearest sis noisy niza (:


today i would like to write about this particular young lady, my favorite cousin, kak noisy.

muke sy mmg huduh. korang diam je eh.

 kalau nak cite pasal kak nosy ni, sampai raye pon x kan habis. but in short, she is, more or less just like me. (:

i literally know her since i was born, but i actually KNOW her since the past 2 months.
i've spent some quality time with her, at her house in seremban.

kak nosy is slightly different from all my 87 other cousins. she is 16 years older than me but still, we can HUHA together. hee.
tapi dalam mase kitorang menggila, kak nosy ni ade byk teach me about life, patience, and make me see the world in many different ways. she is gifted to be more precise.
within 2 monts, i've learned that life is not cruel after all. life surely have ups and downs but it depends entirely on the way we confront it.
live your own life. spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress. jangan hidup sebab orang lain. have faith in Allah THE ALMIGHTY.
she is a the best teacher i've ever had. she is a teacher who gives you something to take home to think about besides homework. something from the heart and mind, not books.

she is someone that can brings light to wherever she goes. she smiles and laugh a lotss - even during a hard time. that's the recipe towards a happy life. just carry on and smile..problems will go sooner or later. so why bother semakkan otak? smile baby.


there's a saying ;

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens,
but often we look so long at the closed door 
that we do not see the one that has been opened for us,,^_^"

kak noorzie also makes me see what most people dont seem to notice.
now i discovered another definition of soul vs nature.
"the spiritual, rational, and immortal part in man; that part of man which enables him to think, and which renders him a subject of moral government; -- sometimes, in distinction from the higher nature, or spirit, of man, the so-called animal soul, that is, the seat of life, the sensitive affections and fantasy, exclusive of the voluntary and rational powers; -- sometimes, in distinction from the mind, the moral and emotional part of man's nature, the seat of feeling, in distinction from intellect; -- sometimes, the intellect only; the understanding; the seat of knowledge, as distinguished from feeling. In a more general sense, "an animating, separable, surviving entity, the vehicle of individual personal existence."

have you ever realized that every human on earth are actually capable to connect with nature?
There is a way that nature speaks, that land speaks. Most of the time we are simply not patient enough, quiet enough, to pay attention to the story.

nature is closely related with patience.and patience is closely related to life. now i know all that we need to survive this terrible world is by kesabaran. this is the most precious lesson i learnt from kak nosy. but still, it's easier said than done. Patience can't be acquired overnight. It is just like building up a muscle.  Every day you need to work on it. learn by experiences. 

even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.  it is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity.

more about kak nosy:

nasi goreng sodap gilo. kalau sehari x dapat otak boleh biol.
gelak ketawa gelak ketawa laugh out loud. tapi jgn lupe diri.
always appreciate what is given to us in life.
jangan lupe parents.
have faith in ALLAH.
(: (: (:

terima kasih banyak banyak banyak banyak kak nosy sbb ajar saye byk sgt tentang kehidupan. sekarang saye rase mcm dah besar je. hehe.
hope to see you soon!
honestly, rindu lah.

Thursday, June 30, 2011


oh bloggie, i miss you. (;

Sunday, May 22, 2011

'negative-minded' people; i make this for you

 Allah had created so many things, so many events, so many chances, so many beautiful feelings, and just so little hatred in our hearts. still, why certain people are still acting so negative towards life? are they not blessed? sure they are. even the most poorest human in this world is actually blessed by Allah. this world is created so beautiful in so many ways. it depends on us to look at it in which way either in beautiful way or vice versa.

this post is for negative people.

you know you will never get blessed, or satisfied, or happy when all the negatives thingy is going on your mind all the time. you kept thinking about what the worst can happen and never thought about the bright side. yes, i know we must be prepared to meet the worst but there is one word that can change everything. 
don't you believe in hope? then you don't believe that God is exist and will always take care of us. for the denier, if you read this now im sure you will deny it don't you? you will give excuses like, 'take a precaution steps','early planning', bla bla bla... why don't you just BELIEVE than everything will end up just fine?
here's how:
first, stop thinking about what will happen. can't you just enjoy the moment you had? what's gonna happen will happen no matter what. so why bother stressing yourself thinking bout it 24-7. dehh.
you see i won't give a shit about writing this in my blog if these 'negative-kind of people' just stress themselves out and let others in peace. but problem is, THEY DID EFFECT PEOPLE AROUND THEM. haiyya, what laa...

point is, just BELIEVE that there is HOPE in any obstacle that you're facing. then this world will be a better place for everybody.

yesterday is history
tomorrow is mystery
today is a gift. that's why it is called the PRESENT.


straight to point, i don't know what is happening to me right now. i used to be blog-geek.
but i hadn't update my blog for almost 1 month!
did someone jinx me or something? even now right now, i don't feel like sharing anything in my blog. i just feel responsible to update my blog NOW because im afraid that my bloggie will merajuk. (:
sorry yeh bloggie.
okay lah.
otak kering. x taw nak tulis ape.
nite bloggie

Sunday, May 8, 2011

my heart is speaking

kenape ade org kate aku ni cepat marah? aku bukan bad temper la. i just have a very sensitive heart. thats all.
im not going to be angry at everything. there are just some 'things' that i am so sensitive about. well, i might look strong from the outside but im fragile in the inside. those who knows me well enough can see right through me. they don't just KNOW me, they are part of me. sad thing is, there are a few people who actually know me since i was a little kid until now but they still don't understand me. they declare themselves as they know me well enough but actually, they just know my character, not my heart.

they judge me.

they think they are correct about me all the time and keep telling me what is wrong all the time. come on ! im 19 ! i know how to differenshit what is good and vice versa. STOP! just stop telling me all the negative things about me. you don't even know my heart so stop judging me. i can't stand it anymore. im not a pressure cooker. i'll burst one day. i can't keep it all inside and pretend that i don't care a thing about what you said to me.
those words hurt me deep. i can't act cool anymore. your words struck my heart so hard that it broke into pieces. and everyday i keep picking up every pieces but each time, i was stuck mid-way because you keep crush it back over and over again. you don't even try to heal me and you don't even give me time to heal it myself.

oh, i forgot, you don't know my heart, do you?

you never even try to know my heart. you just so confidence with yourself acting smart like you know me more than i know myself. that is why i become so rebellious. that is why i don't follow your words. that is why i rarely smile when im with you. i keep it all inside. yes aku pendam. come on, you don't even give me a chance to be myself. you just want me to be who you want me to be. you want me to be perfect for you in your way. im human. not a robot that you can programmed. i want to be perfect for you. but please..please im begging you just let me do it myself in my way. not in your way. please stop being so narrow minded. stop comparing me with others. how do you feel when i started to compare you with others? im sure it hurts you like hell. im human. i have a heart and my heart is not a pressure cooker.

i am sorry. i don't usually being so sensitive towards other people. im so sensitive toward you because i love you. i love you so much but  you don't give me a chance to show you how deep my love is towards you. 

i am angry.

i became angrier from day to day because each day, i lost my opportunity to express my love. im dying to let you know how much i love you. it just that, often, my anger stop me from showing you how much i love you. i heart you. i miss your hug, i miss you say you love me, i miss you say you miss me...

i miss you lah! 

can't you just see it!

open your mind please ! 
please please ):

i know you are not going to read this.
but at this moment, i need to pour my heart out. i can't keep it anymore. i think this time im feeling better. even though i don't know what future will do. but let's hope eh? always have faith. that's what keeping me standing all this while. 

have faith in ALLAH.
HE knows you well enough.

a gift of a mom (:

this is for you, mom.

well, you see, i don't even know how to start a wonderful introduction to describe you. your greatness, your love, your kindness is beyond everything. and i am so terrible for not wishing you a happy mother's day to you earlier today. i am so very sorry okay ? it is just that, i'm....shy you know. but to be honest, i am so in love with you since my very first day that i was embedded in your uterus lining. i can still remember it well ,during that time when i said 'i love you' and you said ' i love you more' then i said 'i love you most' and the you smile. (: i have a very sharp memory you see, and it comes from you. i mean God gave it to you and then you passed it down to me, right?
sorry cause i didn't celebrate mother's day with you like other people did with balloon, cakes, presents, surprises, and other stuff. it just because i don't want you to be in a mess later after the celebration. i love you, that's why.

so since i am so shy to admit anything to you verbally, i think this is the best way for me to actually express everything that i feel toward you since a long time ago. i know im not gold compare to other siblings. i might consider myself as the blacksheep of the family. i did a lot of things that you hate, i broke your heart several times, i didn't express my love towards you in a correct way. is there any wrong way to express love by the way? there are so much more things that i had done that makes you feel sad, pressure and cry. i can't list it all out here since there are soooo much of it. my second child syndrome i torturing me. fine, i can't blame that syndrome. the problem is me myself. but in a nutshell, i am so so so very sorry to you mother for i have sinned. i love you so much my love towards you is beyond comparison. i just want you to know how much i actually love you. i don't have enough strength to say it out loud in front of you everyday and i don't know why. maybe i'm .....shy. no, ego. 

honestly, i hate it to have to look back to stuff that had did that drives you crazy. i know i should learn from those mistakes but it is just me...i don't know why but it hurts me each time i think about it so i just decided to put a mask to cover all of my mistakes. i can't forget it for sure. i just hate it. i hate me for doing that but i just don't want to admit it. (i do admit it now, isn't it?). i know it means a lot to you if i admit it myself in real world and not in this cyberspace but i just..can't bring myself to tell you. i feel so guilty. sorry.

anyway, enough with yesterdays. truth to be told, i am so grateful and happy to have you, mom, as my mom and there is no one in this world that can replace you. there is no way i can repay back to you for all the things you had done to me. you give birth to me, raise me up in a perfect way, feed me, teach me, and most important, love me. okay maybe later in the future i can feed you and take care of you and do other other things to show how much i want to repay all your kindest, i will do, i swear, but there is one gift from you that i can never ever give back to you- u give birth to me. there is no way in the world that i can get pregnant and give birth to you. hehe.
truth is, deep inside me, im struggling to do my best to show how much i love and appreciate you as my mother. i am willing to sacrifice anything for you. i'll dive bullet for you mom, to show how much i need you and i won't be here without you.

i am so terribly sorry for the hard times that i had gave to you or will give to you (we will never know). but i'll try as hard as possible to obey all your requests, orders, wishes....anything!

since you birthday is tomorrow, i would love to take this advantage so that i won't be late-again, to wish you;

happy birthday 
happy mother's day
to you, my 

Julie Kadir.

if there is anything that i forgot to scribble down here for you, i regret it so much. it is just that you are so amazing that there is no word that can describe you just right.

mom, i promise you when i grow up and had make enough money, i'll make your dream garden comes true. i'll hire a gardener to take care of all those angiosperm and gymnosperms so that you can enjoy nature in the middle of global warming. (:
there are a lot more to write but im afraid that i don't have enough time before midnight. i wanted to be the first one to wish you happy birthday since i had been the last one to wish you happy mother's day. (teruk kan?)
 so that's all FOR NOW.
i heart you so much. mom.
lots of lungss,

Thursday, May 5, 2011

s u d o o o k u

hai, my name is nurul sern and i am a sudokuholic.

'angah, cukup lah tu sudoku nye...meh tolong mak masak ni....' humm. ni ayat mak aku tiap2 hari suruh aku stop buat sudoku yang berfaedah tu. *sorry mak.
what to do..dah seronok sgt sudoku ni ! lagi susah lagi best. sudoku ni mencabar keperempuanan aku ! pantang ni. sudoku bukan setakat fill in the the blank je okay. the keseronokan is beyond others.

even my ex roommate, athirah shah, almost everyday membebel about my sudoku addiction. im so sorry awak. its damn hard to resist. one thing bad about me playing sudoku is because once i start with sudoku, i'll be in different dimension. you talk to me to me, scream to me, and even if you are naked in front of me, i dont give a damn. im sooooo into sudoku. i swear. 
but despite of just ONE disadvantage of sudoku, there lies a lot of benefits that you can gain from it. you can actually prevent yourself getting Alzheimer's during your old age. you know Alzheimer's can give everybody near you a hard time. a very good example is my nanny. she had stayed in my house for two days now but i can't stand it anymore. she kept asking the same thing over and over again every two minutes. she asked for pisang plastik in my house all the time (pisang is her fav). each time i had to tell her that the pisang is fake and she just nod make a sad face.suddenly become very great in acting. then after a few sec she asked again the same question regarding the same fake banana. and each time i have to say the same thing;

'mama, pisang tu plastik lah..'

there are many other examples of Alzheimer's syndrome but enuff with that. you can google about it yourself.
back to benefits of sudoku. sudoku will make you brain think faster in aspect of reasoning. for each sudoku that you did, thousands of neuron will be formed and connected to each other. your brain cell will increased in number. same also for crossword puzzle and word mole. eventually you will became a very fast learner especially in math if you practice sudoku continuously.
there are a lot more benefits of sudoku which you can search for yourself . if i wrote it here in my blog, you will get bored and think 'what are you? walking google?'
in short, you guys, whoever read this should really start doing sudoku all the time. even during your poo-poo time.

very useful during your sembelit moment. as they say, time is precious (:

i have sudoku application in my phone and i found it very useful. (:
but if you found out that this kind of sudoku is lame and oh-so-boring, try other type of sudoku. here is one of my suggestions;

nice wasn't it? and it is so damn hard to do. i loiike !

and as for my becoming birthday on october, (still far away but we must plan early, don't we?)  i have a very special request. i want this ;

can i? can i? can i?
and for this cake, no one can touch it until i solved the sudoku. im working on it in my mind right now.

so dah le tu.
happy sudoku-ing ! 

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

no-idea area

hey bloggie. saye nak sangat conteng2 awak ni. tapi otaks saye dah kering kontang. sorry lah ye. idea dah hilang. lari mane x taw lah

sorry again bloggie. sebab duduk rumah je so x de event baru nak ngumpat same-same. penat dah saye perah otak. dah perah sekuat-kuatnye. nak jawab exam math pon x perah cam ni. dah teran-teran dah tapi idea x dok jugok.


sayang wak bloggie (:

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

yeay yeay, yeay yeay

yahooooooo !!
hehe. saye baru balik dr 'tv hunting'. huu. i got quiet a big catch today. jengg jengg jeng..

hooo. bukan lah besar sgt pon tv ni tp cantik lah ! ni model sharp led aquos. mine is kaler maroon. cantek2. hehe.
nampak gayenye sepanjang hari aku melekat depan tv sampai hangus buntut. 

and our tv hunting doesn't end just like that. dad gave us something extra as the desert to the tv which is...

astro b.yond! hehe. ayah upgrade astro to astro beyond HD tv! exactly the perfect icing for the cake. 

huhahahuhaha. dah excited sgt sampai x taw nak tulis ape lagi. 

pee ass: sape nak tengok moh datang rumoh.

Monday, May 2, 2011

21 loves me.

this is my 21st post! wow. excited!

21 is sooo my number. i dont actually know why i love 21 in the first place but it happens to me that im addicted to this number. many guessed that i love this  number bcos it might be my birthday or my boyfriend's bday and sumting else related which i think, it is soo stupid stupid of them. when i told them i love 21 just because i simply love it, they make "that" it consider as criminal to love something or some 'number' without any reason?  for god's sake, why must they care?
but as time drifting away, i realize that number 21 DOES mean something to me.

its like, my charm. my BAD LUCK charm.

i started to notice thet, during most examinations that i'd took, im stuck at question number 21! selalunye mesti bantai je lah.
another bad thing about 21 is that kene mengundi mase umur 21. gila. cant wait to turn 21. might be my bad year. who knows?
then lagi satu, every month, on 21st, i'll have a rough day. i know its ridiculous to trust this 'charm' thing. well im just telling you my story. up to you whether you want to take it all in or just swept it like that. i have my own stand and you have yours.

but despite of all those bad luck thingy, there are something sweet obout 21.
on 19th october 2009, which was my 17th birthday, my classmate do a surprise party for me! well, not exactly a party but yeah, there were cake and singing birthday song and stuff. what is it have to do with 21? oh, they celebrate it when the clock shows 21:21
that's so sweet and thoughtful i almost cry. (cake secret recipe kot) hehe.

so short story, every one near me, even though they don't know me by name, they will surely know that i love 21.(i wrote 21 at almost everything like books, pencil case, my hands and i wrote it BIG) let them speculate anything that they want about that number and me, but one thing for sure,

I LOVE 21. and 21 loves me too (:

 don't worry cinderella, i love you more.

you sing my heart, avril

Saturday, April 30, 2011

presenting.. : the WANGI little babu

it's saturday ! yeay!
well it's time to get wet with my sweeeet<3 , BABU
hari ni babu mandi ! memang die x leh dok diam. dok mengiaw je. x taw lah babu ni takut air ke atau suke sangat mandi sampai non-stop mengiaw. kalau nak kate babu ni takut air, die ni kucing bukan kambing. so maybe die suke sangat air kot.

babu jadi over excited and lompat sane sini so sebab tulah terpakse letak die dalam sangkar. sian babu saye...
babu ade shampoo feveret die seniri. ape ntah jename nye. yang penting bukan pantene or rejoice sbb bulu babu x macam dpt rawatan spa pon. rebonding ye lah kot.
time mandikan babu ni, i realize sumting bout him. babu x gemok pon ! kurus keding je macam cicak kobeng ade lah. bulu je lebih. bile basah kuyup layu je. so lepas ni aku berazam nak bagi die makan baaaanyaakk gile. biar sampai boroi. org kate boroi tu tande bahagie. (:

bile habis mandi kene keringkan babu care manual i.e: gune towel.
babu takut gile ngn hair dryer. pernah first time kitorg try gune hair dryer die lari lintang pukang 2 hari x balik rumah ! ayah nak dekat buat tahlil baacaan yasin dah. nasib baik die reti balik ke pangkal jalan.

so citenye ialah babu akan wangi pade hari sabtu.. bulu die lembut gile taw ! macam...macam... macam carpet rumah aku. (*_*)

Friday, April 29, 2011

fairy tales are not so "fairy" after all

 snow white and cinderella. we might be from different tales but we have one distinct thing in common.- we both show our kain dalam all the time.(see the pic above?)
just to clarify in case you dont know what im writing about, cinderella refer to athirah shah while snow white refer to me.
we first came out with this  fairy tales idea when one day, during i was lecturing to my roommates about my dark skin after another basketball training, (i practice basketball everyday during the time since the competition was coming. BIG-TIME) sarcastically athirah pointed to me,

'husna, awak x gelap langsung, macam snow white adelah.' 

mase tu sumpah muke aku macam buntut kuali die kate mcm snow white?? then i shoot back, 

'athirah, awak jgn lah perli saye. kalau macam tu awak ni raaajin sangat mcm cinderalla'

at that time athirah ni sangat suke tidor. sleepaholic. in order for my other roommate to not feeling left-out, i went like,

'hah, izzati x pernah simpan rambut pnjg so kite pggil die rapunzel lah. okay x ?'

then we argue a lil bit about how to pronounce rapunzel correctly and stick with our new nick name. until one day,(long story) rapunzel was being kicked out from our kingdom(room) so live cinderella + snow white happily ever after.

then i became closer and closer with cinder. we eat together,went to kuliah together, hangout, i get to know her life and vise versa, she celebrate my birthday, i gave her presents, and blaa..bla..blaa..
and recently she brought me to her home in kl and i get to know her family better which is wonderful, happy and...kecoh.

i cant describe her by words since she is totally amazing in many ways and i can't read her action sometimes. but as far as i know, she knows how to keep me smiling and happier day by day. i learn a lot from her and there's no way i can thank her for what she had did to me. it's beyond everything.

before i conclude my conclusion,

psst, she's still single and totally for those guys who is ;
1. handsome
2. tall
3. beriman
6. doesn't like politics
7. penyabar
8. lives in a villa
9. open minded
10. loyal
any questions or problem kindly solve it yourself.

from husna with love. 
i'm so grateful to know you, cinder (:

Thursday, April 28, 2011


hari ni nak complain about skype.
and tv jugak.
i learnt ( in a hard way ) that all programs apply some kind of...discrimination towards all the the viewers !
as you can see in Oprah or Ellen DeGeneres show, as you all know they use skype like, all the time. the lying part if when their skype run smoothly without any bloody interruption like stucked video or abrupt disconnection and  other stuff like that. it's DISCRIMINATION !
you know it's like, you are chatting and talking cheerily with your best friend and suddenly the video froze and after that all you know is you're actually talking to yourself all the time. it's a bad feeling. well, i feel a bit embarrassed with myself.

i know it's all depends on your internet connection all that stuff but what the hell are you thinking?! im not living in some deep shit hole or something. my internet line is pretty smooth. you may say im a denier but the truth is, i feel like saman-ing oprah right now. i mean, im a big fan of her, for sure, and ellen too, but it's not fair ! still not fair! i don't care whatever the reason is.  (im not a denier)

pee ass: to oprah, in case you or your people read this which im pretty sure it won't happen,  but im still hoping its gonna happen (im a hopeless hope-er), please dont get mad. huha. im still your kipas susah mati and i love it when you use your skype.(sengal punye ayat). and i love it more when you can do a lots of charity just by using skype.
world nowadays is unbelievably awesome where people can make charity and make other people happy by just poking your face into skype. (super -rich -famous people only i bet)


Wednesday, April 27, 2011


i don't really think about posting anything today.
just wanted to say.. 'hai bloggie, hv a nice day.'

okay bye.

who the f**k do you think you are?

well, im quite sure YOU StaLK into my blog dont you? i've checked the stats..well 24 page views from egypt!  well.. you know who you are. this song is totally for you ! SMACK ! HAHA!
im sorry if i hurt you, but it is always you who wanted to let go of me ? let me go then. i'll survive.easy.
i remember well when you say "BACK OFF ! *&^!@&#^!eq&!@8471" you cursed a asked me to never talk to you again remember?
so here i am. free from you. i do fell kinda sad. so sad in fact. but i feel stronger and stronger each time i think about it.
daaa.. i dont want to talk bout this anymore.
i still love you. i do. but i just feel used and i hate it being kicked around by you.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

i do i do i do do do do..

well, lovin' it !

babu ku, boyfriend ku

oh, babu, jantan pertama yang berjaye amek hati aku.
babu ni memang hensem lah !
ayah pon dah setuju. ayah kate "babu ni jelah satu2 nye anak jantan ayah" ( adik beradik kitorg sume pompuan)
first time babu dtg rumah time tu aku terus terpikat lah. cinte pandang first bak kate org.
badan tuff, suare macho. pompuan mne x terpikat. lg satu babu ni mmg pndai mengayat. bertanggungjawab pon ye jugak
pagi2 die lah kejut aku bgn subuh. die x kan pegi slagi aku x bgn.
mamanan feveret die ikan tuna. sbb tu lah die tuff kot. byk omega 3. hehe

aku ade gak amek gmba die.

babu ni mmg mesre ngn anak dare. gatal jugak lah.
mase mule2 die dtg, aku igt babu ni gay. yelah, dok berkepit je ngn kucing jntn jiran aku. main same2, makan same2, gaduh2, gurau2, bermiaw-miawan di bawah sinaran bulan ketika angin sepoi2 bahase melayu.
kekasih aku ni suke sgt kotak or bakul. kalau nmpak je kotak kosong msti die lompat masuk lah. pastu die suke jari jugak. kalo bagi jari die ske lah gigit2. die kate rangup lemak berkrim, terbaik dari ladang.
babu jugak athlete antarabangse ping pong. pantang dengar bunyi bola ping pong, girlfriend die pon die snggup ceraikan talak 3.
tp babu benci plastik. go green lah katekan.( mcm tuan die jugak )
kalau die dpt plastik habis die cakar n cerai beraikan plastik tu. kadang2 aku tgok dah macam obor2 lunyai je plastik tu. ape dose plastik aku pon x taw.

walaupon babu ni mcm gile je, tp die slalu gak blagak macho. slalu kalau org pggil die toleh skali je, pastu die men jln mcm tu je, or jilat bulu, or duduk bertempek je atas lntai. mmg mcm garfield.
walau pon tough, babu gemok jugak. asyik makan je. nk makan high standard lak tu. makan western food (whiskas)

boyfriend aku ni dlm mase yg same still beriman. die suke kalau org sujud. mesti die dtg ngendeng2 kepale. die mmg suke ngendeng2 kat kepale org. ayah pernah jugak marah babu.."HEI BABU ! APE KACAU ANAK DARE ORG JE NI ! NAK KENE NI ! "
pastu babu pon  buat muke kesian die..


mcm tulah kisah boyfriend aku si babu..
kalau korang nak die jugak, pergi isi borang. limited edition. satu malam aku kire RM8000.

Monday, April 25, 2011


hari ni x best. aku rindu sesangat kat cinderella.
ntah nape hati ni sedih gile. maybe cos ktorg dah biase bersame kot. so bile die x de rase sedih semacam je. dah la duk dalam rumah ni sorang2. sunyi jek. memang feeling ah.
bukak radio tp radio pon dok pasang lagu sedih je. TT_TT
radio zaman sekarang memang memahami.

cinderella if read this i just want you to know that i miss you so badly.
wish we can meet again and do stuff together. well, you are different you know? as i always said to you, you are totally immatured but at the same time you can also be my STEPMOTHER.and i love it the way it is.
you are indescribably amazing and deep inside im praying that....can i marry your brother so that we can be family? hehe. kidding.


hai and assalamualaikum.
saya mmg seorang yang gila dan senget. sbb tu kawan2 pangil sernsengett.

saye ade kawan, name die cinderella. die x gile tp sbb die kawan dgn saye die pon ikut gile skali. 'craziness is contagious' ever heard of it b4? kesengetan otak saya apabila di measure mggunakan pemadam adalah 80degree. tp cinderella baru 19.21degree je sengetnye. awak jangan pikir bukan2. otak saye je yang senget, bukannye saye jalan kepale teleng ke hape. still can differentshit between goods and avils. (HELLooOo. saye dah akil baligh)
saye boleh gile dengan semue org kalau org tu gile jugak. orang gile kat tanjung rambutan pon okay jugak. yang kat tepi jalan pon okay.
ayah saye slalu cakap camni kalu jumpe org gile "hah tu angah lah tu yang tinggal kan die, sian die jadi gile sbb kne tinggal"
ayah ni.. karang saye kutip buat menantu ayah baru taw. hee.

ade bayak lagi gmbar kitorg menggile tp nnti takut awak yang bace ni pon gile skali. kesian korang penat je cikgu ajar subjek waras.(ini waras otak bukan waras dalam bahase jawa tu)

disebabkan saya gilakan kegilaan otak saya, saya pon buatlah wiki search about crazy. and the results are..

"Insanity, craziness or madness is a spectrum of behaviors characterized by certain abnormal mental or behavioral patterns. Insanity may manifest as violations of societal norms, including becoming a danger to themselves and others, though not all such acts are considered insanity. In modern usage insanity is most commonly encountered as an informal unscientific term denoting mental instability, or in the narrow legal context of the insanity defense. In the medical profession the term is now avoided in favor of diagnoses of specific mental illness such as schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders.[1] When discussing mental illness in general terms, "psychopathology" is considered a preferred descriptor.[2]
In English, the word "sane" derives from the Latin adjective sanus mea............"

memang bosan Gila so baik x yah bace.
jadi saye pon amek la keputusan nak define maksud gila sendiri.
lepas bukak kitab otak, saye came out with : crazy is cool stuff where most people rarely do and sometimes it can be a real pain to certain people who never learns how to enjoy their living by being just a lil bit more insane.
i came out with examples too:
eg; ask your mom to go for a date
     buy your dad a miniskirt
     dump you boyfriend
    visit your neighbor and wish them 'selamat hari raya' even though its christmas
     tell your parents you want to get married yesterday
    buy tomorrow's newspaper today..

there are so many things you can do to be crazy !
sometimes you cant just captured every crazy moments to post it on your blog, so just be crazy all the time ! that would help i bet. (:

so i thinks thats all for now.
goodluck being crazy fella !

psst..kalau jadi gila pon jangan lupe solat dan ingat Allah.

Sunday, April 24, 2011


im not showing off or something but to be honest i love to read a lot lot lotss. books is my passion and part of my life but to be honest, even though i love to read, *im not that clever you know. wink2.

these are books that i bought yesterday during the book fair:

humm. for the disney book, its for my youngest sister, athirah. she's in love with fairy world and princesses and handsome prince, live in a castle and also taylor swift.
so i think that book is kinda cool cause it's in 3D! my sister loves it so much that she ask for more books. she's not really grateful wasn't she? (:

i love cecelia ahern's books like, so fucking much ! i have the whole collection of her books and now im on my way to have all sophie kinsella, lindsey kerk, and also books from the author named john grisham.  

but even i like to read a lots, im not very good in writing. i mean im kinda great in writing english essay during examination but for blog,...i don't know. its like im kinda shy to share my thoughts. its rare for me to write it out loud. maybe i can just get used to it.

so long.


Saturday, April 23, 2011

the very the seronok !

huh, i just got back from kl...3 seconds ago. SANGAT SERONOK ! 
tak tahu nak cakap camane tapi mmg best lah. cadang g kl sebab nak g book fair je tp last2 melencong sane sini dari pagi sampai malam. syok lah. tgah malam siap k uptown lagik. thanks a bunch to ibu cinderella, makyang cinderella, farah cinderella, dady cinderella, and last but not least, firdaus lokman (prof. klon) cinderella. huh.

                                 *makan mmg best sampai boroi.

                                    * umm.........???................

                                * yumm, always save the best for the last.

                                      * cover senyum padahal sedih nak berpisah. ):

                                      *farah? ape awak buat kat blakang tu ?

                                    * ni muke jakun x penah sampai kl central

                                  * ibu cinderella yang..umm.. best gila

                                  * ade plak tumpang skodeng blakang makyang cinderella...

                                * ni muke mengemis kat kl sentral. haha. (gurau eh)

                                   * kuase mrsm bergabung ! haha.

 humm. gambar mmg x byk sbb bz sgt jalan2. bile last2 baru nk sibuk ameh gmba. muke pon setonyeh je. ehehe.
time nak berpisah dgn cinderella tahan je nak nangis *nanti x macho la.
sekarang baru rase nak meraung. HUWAAAA! rindu lahh!

x pe2. saye berjanji akan kerje spanjang cuti n turun kl lagi ! yeah ! *over je.